Sunday, October 4, 2009


I woke up this morning with tears flows out from my eyes. I had a dream (can it be consider as nightmare?) about the place in the picture. I dreamt where i saw you crying there. Crying for what? I don't know. I'm just like a stranger to you. I want to hold you right away but i can't :-(.

"my son, you can hold her if you can break down the A Famosa wall.." out of sudden, a voice whispering my ear. Who was that? And what does it mean? My heart felt very sad watching you crying.

Maybe it's a riddle for me to solve. A riddle that need my brain to think thoroughly. Why am i need to destroy the A Famosa wall after what the Dutch did? My body and brain still very tired from yesterday gig. Maybe this dream (nightmare?) only created by my tired brain which my vein can't do their job "feeding" a blood to "him".